Sunday, February 14, 2016

College, our time is almost through.

After 4 years in school, I'm proud to say that it's almost OVER for undergrad. I'm still trying to decide on grad school.

This semester has been a bit overwhelming and it has become hard to stay motivated. Mostly because the classes this semester are so boring. They're not too hard or anything but everything is just so boring and I have some older teachers (60+) this semester so it seems like everything is moving so slow. Prayerfully this will mean only A's and B's.

The only way I'm able to get motivated and stay up and get through the day is just constantly thinking about my future. I'm content in where I'm at now. I'm healthy, educated, alive, in my right mind and I'm very appreciative to God for that. But I just know there's something more for me and more I'm supposed to have and I'm just remaining patient but at the same time, I just want to go get it!

Another February 14th, another lonely Valentine's Day. Lol. I'm in my 20's and I've never had one before. But I hope all the lovers are having a wonderful day. Love is such a beautiful thing... So I hear... :)


Wednesday, January 13, 2016

Be good to me 2016!

Every time around late December, everyone starts with the slogan "New Year, New Me." I'll be going on 4 years in college this year and it's been a learning experience. I haven't had the best grades but I've learned so many lessons and character and maturity wise, I've come a long way. I've been betrayed, lied on, heartbroken, broke, laughed at talked about, disrespected and lots of other things. But I haven't been the best person myself.

I'm tired of living the same just to get the same results. I'm ready for something different, something better. I have so many ideas going on in my head and I just want to make them happen. I'm honestly over school. I'm not really a good student but I am trying to finish strong. I have lots and dreams and goals though. I want to pay off my parent's mortgage and own a bunch of small businesses and build up the city where I live now.

My mom tells me not to focus so much on the money and not to chase it. I don't think I do but I don't think there is anything wrong with being financially rich. And it's not like I'm a selfish person. Even when I have a little, I still give it and help people out when I can. I might not have it today, but one day.

I'm hoping this year will be a year of turn around. I might not get rich but I just want more out of this life that God has blessed me with.

I hope you all have a prosperous 2016.